TORONTO -- Vanessa Bryant has offered an emotional look at what life has been like as she grieves the loss of her husband Kobe and daughter Gianna.
accompanied by a highlight video of Kobe and Gianna at Mamba Sports Academy, where Kobe coached basketball and Gianna played.
鈥淢y brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone,鈥� Bryant writes in the post. 鈥淚 can鈥檛 process both at the same time. It鈥檚 like I鈥檓 trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me.
鈥淚t feels wrong. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn鈥檛 being able to have that opportunity?!鈥�
Kobe and Gianna were among the nine people killed in a helicopter crash near Calabasas, Calif. on Jan. 26.
鈥�(I鈥檓) mad I鈥檓 not with Kobe and Gigi but thankful I鈥檓 here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri,鈥� Bryant continues. 鈥淚 know what I鈥檓 feeling is normal. It鈥檚 part of the grieving process.鈥�
鈥淚 just wanted to share in case there鈥檚 anyone out there that鈥檚 experienced a loss like this. God I wish they were here and this nightmare would be over.鈥�
A public celebration of life for Kobe and Gianna is scheduled for Feb. 24 at the Staples Center in Los Angeles.
The date 02/24/20 is significant because 鈥�2鈥� is Gianna鈥檚 jersey number, 鈥�24鈥� is the number Kobe wore for much of his career with the Los Angeles Lakers and 鈥�20鈥� represents the number of years Kobe spent in the NBA.
